Just concentrate on the walkthroughs. Don't think about it and don't ask about it too much. There is nothing we can do about it. Take a deep breath. Ok? :-) You are still useful to us in some ways. We still need you.
I'd like to point out that part of the reason that I opposed and did not agree to promote you is because I thought you needed more time to grow and now that I think about it, at the time I should've given you a shot because the wiki is built on people who have been given chances and opportunities.
However, seeing how you responded to the situation, I'm glad that's not how it went, because behavioral issues were something mentioned as well and you were in no place of just demanding your position like that.
I respect and trust the decision of the other staff members and you will not be promoted.
Your chances aren't zero yet. Like me, I was in the chat months back, I kept on bragging Bp about the promotion of my position. And worst still, earlier I thought I will not be able to make it into the staff position because of what I have thought wrong. You can be warned, but does not mean you are warned, you can't make it. We have a certain tolerance of mistakes we made. The wiki's mission is actually this: To help people. This is the part of it.
I know it is not fair for you and I believe we should change to treat equally none more or less. As the staff, we should be treated in this way.
Don't worry about the promotion too much. Just focus on the editing. You handled well in chat for a good behaviour. I believe in you. Qaz do too. Just keep editing. I will discuss with Bp and the rest in the meantime. I hope you are okay now.